WHEW. i'm tired.

I just came home from grammy's house. I love her house... even though it's got that old people'e smell. I love her house. IT's so nice. It's like... a kitchen +living room so when you're dining.. you're actually EATING IN THE LIVING ROOM.

bleh

I love my hair now. even though it's short. i still like it.

AND. I'M GOING TO KOREA

vaca at last.

i wanna bring my straightener but i dont know if it'll work� there.

i better off asking.

love

�blahbee-the great apple eater

I've begun classes! Well, technically I started in January. I'm taking Microbiology and Psychology. Micro is very interesting, at least the new stuff is. They still are going through some biochem that I learned in high school. But soon, they will start on material that is new to me. We've been growing specimens in the lab and it looks like soon we'll be able to view them under the microscope. That's very cool. I just hope I do well on all the tests.

Psychology is... well, psych is not so interesting. I'll make it through. The professor is not too bad. :)

The hiking trip has been pushed back to 2010, which is upsetting, but necessary for financial reasons. Hopefully we'll be able to save all we need to go and be headed out that March or June.

I've been facebooking a little on my new internet connection. I tried for a while with AT&T DSL but it proved to be too sketchy a connection. I now have gone back to my nemesis Charter Communications. Hopefully our relationship will be better this time around.

Work is going well. That's about all I can say about it. It's a little hard going both to work and dedicating time that used to be free to school, but I'm coping.

Adam hopes to be coming up for a visit either in March or April. As always, I look forward to him being here. We connect on levels that are unique from most of my other friends. Too bad I'm not gay. We might make a good... nah, we'd make a terrible couple :). LOL!

Or it could mean I'm just a tad unusual. :)

On the girl front. I'm still not really looking but being passively interested. To tell the truth, if I trust my instincts, I'd say there have been several people I could have asked out already. Assuming that is I still remember how to ask someone out. LOL! But I haven't. I guess I should be asking myself "why?", but I think my answer would just involve a lot of psycho babble. I'm good at giving myself psychobabble as you know.

I've been reasonably content lately. Especially the month or so Elias was on the wagon. Things may be headed for fouler weather in that department, but I'm hopeful that we'll see the sun again.

David's getting married. I'm a little hesitant about the girl, but that may be only because I don't really know her that well. One thing is for sure, if David is happy, I'm happy for him. He deserves a special someone. I just hope he's up to the challenge. I wouldn't want to see him hurt the way I was. He came to me asking what he should do when he got into his old "shiftless" mood. I tried to be supportive and suggest that if he felt things were moving too fast to talk with Megan and perhaps slow things down a bit. To my great surprise he did talk to Megan and apparantly felt much better afterwards without the need to upset the plans they'd already made. That's Great! Just the fact that he felt comfortable enouogh to talk to her tells me a lot about their relationship. I think this may actually be the one for him. :)

Okay, that's it for now. I should be in bed already.

TTFN, �

Jacob

杀鸡计

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保姆春节过后从乡下回来，拎回三只活母鸡，拿到家打开一看，其中一只母鸡在途中产了一只蛋，老公是爱鸡之人，慈悲为怀，不忍心杀鸡取蛋，把三只母鸡养在楼上的大阳台上。我考虑到卫生问题和邻里的影响，坚持表示，下蛋鸡也不得久留，要采取果断措施，免得半夜鸡叫。星期六早上，我们一家三口一致同意合作杀鸡。

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还是大约11岁的时候我自告奋勇，独立杀过一只鸡，事情虽小，但当时我做为女孩，颇有成就感，并对此过程终生难忘。敦爹也有小时候亲自杀鸡的经验。

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敦敦3岁时对生灵的权利非常敏感，曾反复向我求证人吃鸡的伦理学问题，他认为人类没有理由杀生。我们买回家活的鱼鸡蟹，都要背着敦敦屠宰。否则会遭到他的严厉谴责。

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我觉得在敦敦现在这个年龄，他可以承受目睹杀鸡，确实有必要让孩子知道吃到嘴里的鸡肉是怎么来的。从而认识自然界的伦理游戏规则。敦爹也想借此机会让敦敦练一下男子汉的胆子，体会一下杀鸡的全过程。

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被抓的小母鸡感到凶多吉少，开始在我的手中瑟瑟发抖，敦敦手小心软，抓鸡，拔脖毛，刀抹脖，开水烫鸡，退毛，开膛的一系列动作还得主要靠爹娘来完成。我们一家三口鸡手鸭脚地忙了半天，血溅了一地，总算是不白忙活，项目完成了，这也许是孩子平生唯一的一次杀鸡的体验。

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跟家里养的小猫相比，小母鸡的下场确实惨了点，我问敦敦从中体会到了点什么。他思索片刻回答，“保持可爱的特点，就能活的平安一些。”在金融风暴里要想在职场求生存，保持自己可爱的特点（忠诚，肯干）是很重要的。

is it the world or is it me!!!!!?

whats wrong with the world today

every single thing is getting on my nerves

is it the world or is it me

there must be something hidden

that only my eyes cant see

first there is no answer

then theres a disconnection

happiness fades away slowly

everything becomes a burden

im trapped between my own 4 walls

escaping from the world

or is the world escaping from me

am i everybodys problem�

or is the problem within me

theres a possibility

�is is the world or is it me

Right now I am chillin with my best friend Justice right now.. yeahhhh� well I will wtyl

The Day 2/2 /2009. I got my drivers license. I did the test and got 39 out of 40. and did the driving test and passed. Which means after nearly 30 years of driving without a sri lankan license i finally managed to get one. A HISTORIC DAY in my life!

i have no confidence!!!

helllllp

i know people say that, but seriously...